i don't know what to write, really. i'm just letting you all know i am alive and well. things have been somewhat strange since that last post on april fifteenth. not even the next day could wait to open my eyes to a new light. i had an amazing time, as it were, but did not at all see that night/morning going as it did. my eyes, indeed, did open to something new.

i miss you, and i'm not ok with that.